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May 29 last day of term 2moodcheck:
happy-last day of this term! (: have been waiting for so long.
-daiyangtian appeared on a tv show! <3
worried-today some seemed quite dao towards me ): ok ignore my over-sensitive behaviour :x
frightened-the scary holiday schedule is frightening me.
sad-i cant go for 3oth june concert.
tmr will be a better day. :) May 28 wah.econs, gasps.
geog, gasps.
My june holidays calendar is filled alr T.T
i know i shd stop disliking myself ):
but sometimes,
i ramble a lot.
sometimes, i try to be firm but im scared that i come across to others as being authoritative.
i really hope i am not and will not.
i will change for the better.
i will stop feeling helpless abt the coming common tests.
i will work hard.
3rd day. (: May 27 ran!yay now that x-country is over, pe wont be so strenuous for now, i hope!
haha oops.. i dun mind running t hortpark once every month
but the previous pe lessons were quite tiring! :x
anyw im happy yay i thk i ran my personal best ba! (:
no i didnt get medal la haha!
pegasus got 2nd, so proud of us :D
after everyth i went w cas for lunch at sumo house!
and later we had delicious tang1 yuan2! <3
and and, we went t watch boys over flowers on the screen of a video shop!
i felt a bit bad t subway cause we sat on their seats t watch lol!
but the drama is rly very nice :D
ah i've been slacking till now i shall be more productive byebye(:
worried. May 22 concert!TJ concert was cool!
yes we all loved the dance moves and the songs they sang!
<3
and i thk sis did fine mah!
oh and, being huachi is not exactly bad after all (:
it cheers me up and is a distraction from all the tangled emotions i have had been feeling.
oh ya im so happy that cas came to my house today!
she's officially the 2nd person to do so i thk! =D
lol im posting backwards. nvm lol!
all right it's late :x Gd night!
yes musical for our next concert too! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy May 21 sigh!the afternoon was filled w mixed feelings. horrible emo-virus returned cause something happened. i was distracted by it during geog class ): sry t yeejin cause i asked her obvious qns that were in e geog notes! During the lesson, i got back my geog research paper.. got a B+! im very contented (: yet after that i had t get back my lit test paper which was bad.
bt i've concluded t myself that i shd rly rly rly forget that person. ya i've been saying this since a very long time )))))))): bt im quite certain i can do it. gogogo. haha.
oh and i saw this while visiting Taylor's Tots' webpage: SURPRISE!
<3 May 19 lolis this the real me?
it's gd that im laughing so much hahas
but i dunno leh; i thk im damn noisy in class!
until a teacher suddenly talked abt me and fengye in front of the class! D:
hm but i thk it's cause the teacher's so funny!
and i thk it's the stress too. May 18 ):<taylor lautner
is not ugly/fake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay he looks spastic in some photos
but we dunno how long he's been shooting the photos!
i shall say no more lols need t do hw. May 16 break!Yesterday, I went to vivo! (finallyyyyyy) with beryl and natasha! we had subway, which i've been craving for since a long time. then we went t meet michelle. the last time i played golf was in kindergarten, i think. lol! ohh then we went to catch 'the Ramen girl'. i was hoping for 17 again but it was not showing there anymore and i was devastated. didnt have a gd impression of the Ramen girl at first. but at the end of it, i thought it was rather sweet! it also made me reminisce my family's holiday trip to Japan, esp. the language barrier part. and i cld really feel the Japanese TAMASHI. =)
today was CIP day! i was a packer/runner for the saucony passion run exhibition hahas! it was fun! but cause we had to stand for long hours, my legs hurt a lot. yes we were hoping that the runners wld stop flooding the counters so we cld rest for a while. hehe =p but this cip was worth it (: plus cause sports people wld generally like to participate in the run, there were many tanned and sporty guys ard LOLLLLL. just joking i didnt stare at pple the whole day, la!
HAPPY 17th BDAY TO ZHIYING AND KELVIN!!!!!!
a self-reminder which i've posted before: 'There is only one way to happiness, and that is to cease worrying things which are beyond the power of our will' -Epictetus
Jiayou to all searching for happiness in their lives.
k ahhhhh i need to go do some work. ciao (: May 13 seriously,im afraid for my geog research paper though i've somewhat finished them.
i feel v zibei abt geog.
the work i've been producing so far, they're horrible.
i feel guilty towards Ms Tan actually. ):
nonetheless i'll do my best for this research paper.
oh man im supposed to mug hard for my timed econs assignment tmr
but somehow im rather unmotivated ):
'Tell me why You're so hard to forget'. May 11 gah.ah these few days i've been staying at home most of the timeD:
nv really mug, actually.
plus doing hw using the comp is quite unproductive.
anyw while spamming my time in youtube,
i found a video on Ace Young!
he has short hair now and i think it suits him more! :)
if u dunno who he is,
he was a contestant on American Idol who sang really nice songs each week and is rly charming! :D
u shd totally watch this performance by him:
yay!
anyw i decided to post a photo. so there you go:
presenting the wolf pack for new moon!!
well well, im waiting for JACOB<3 to be inside this (:
it'll be 100 degrees celcius by then haha shoot im mad. 
May 08 rants-deleted-no point ranting..
i thk the only way for me to forget him is to dislike him. D: i cant find other ways le! May 07 wo yao kuai le!ahh at this moment i've got no time to mug leh.
must wait till next thurs bah.
my econs cmi again.
sort of expected it but still, am quite sad cause i studied.
oh man my blog's filled with emo posts im so sry! :x
oh do you know that we'll see more of x-men? (:
super cool right?
im so excited! =D
ah need to get back to my geog research pp! see yaaaa
and cas, cheer up!
-siewlin (: May 06 wednesday'It is finished.'
i know i tried very hard to conquer that fear and to enjoy myself.
i shall stop being unhappy with myself.
i dunno what was wrong with me half of my time in schl today. :|
and i think my geog and GP essay writing skills cmi. i need help.. ):
anyw i forgot to update that i watched WOLVERINE with Sis!! (:
it was on fri!
i misssssssssss all the characters a lottt!
except for stryker and victor.
i miss seeing Rogue! bt i read that Anna Paquin is starring in a movie that'll debut soon..
yay!(: May 05 SYF'09Today was SYF DAY!
we got a silver!
im contented and proud of us (:
Not looking at the results,
i was disappointed with myself.
though i was all happy and celebrating the end of Syf just now,
deep down inside, i know it wasn't good enough.
i kept reminding myself throughout the songs to stop being nervous.
bt i still was.
Sorry altos, choir, Ms Tham and those who came and support us.
i wish i cld have walked off the stage feeling just the way i felt during the day of SA's concert.
i really am sorry.
May 02 reflecting.
!!
i think i was the only one stressed during prac today.
silly me!
i feel lk slapping myself.
i know i shouldn't be affected by something i heard. i know and i trust that things are all right.
i promise to erase the worry i had today.
i promise to sing my heart out for the choir, for ms tham, for the music.
sounds of joy, oh yeah! (: May 01 our debut!HI!
yesterday's performance was satisfying cause we all did our best! =)
Ubi caritas et amor, deus ibi est.
i felt it yesterday! (:
but there are still things i need to brush up on..
jiayou everyone!
i shd stop emoing all of a sudden too. |
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