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    November 24

    ):

    rah.

    I must admit im disappointed by negative comments when i talk about my fav. boygroup.

    it's not just one person/comment...

    i feel it's unfair t judge them when u dunno their backgrounds, personalities etc.

    yes, as a fan, i dun understand them a lot, but i watch interviews, gameshows where they are featured

    so i appreciate them a lot..

    Hopefully, they'll be able t brighten more people's lives someday :)

    November 21

    today's eventsss.

    i dreamt about Young Saeng last night...

    he was outside the music room?!

    but he had a different face and all. :x

    i guess i was thinking about a comment on him before i slept.

    i don't want time to pass so quickly...

     

    and... i really wanna attend Double S's concert!

     

    Today's my first time at a flea market!

    it was fun gg out w hy joyce lynette & beishan! (:

    i bought a dress...here's a feminine addition t my full-of-shorts-and-jeans wardrobe hahas..

     

    November 17

    5P chalet!

    Hellooo
    im backkk from 5P chalet haha!
    hope that those still in the chalet w have a great time! :D
    i wanna see e forfeits hahaha...
     
    MONDAy
    We had a hard time starting the fire but we managed t do so, feeling accomplished!
    oh u know u know, I have mastered the art of poking sticks into chicken wings.
    All right e last one i did wasn't successful ):
    Anyw thanks times 10000 t everyone who brought delicious food for bbq-ing! :D
    TUESDAy
    Next was movie time followed by poker-cards-playing time!
    I finally understand how t play Bridge :D
    Sadly, my skills were absent when i was playing w diamond just now T.T
    It's due t the fatigue k haha i will play better next time :D
    oh, i wanna say thank you t the person, i thk it's jr, who ran back w my ice-cream!
    i feel pretty bad D:
    After some of them were done w the movie marathon,
    it was mass game time!
    at around 5 we went t have our long-awaited breakfast!
    HOTCAKESSSSS. i was robbed of my hashbrown actually..rar.
    had HL milk :)
    After that i slept for an hr i think!
    When i woke up e only pple awake were watching Saw..ahhh.
    bt i had t go too :x
    so home i went lk a zombie before gg t ps's house for mahjong and more poker cards!
    that's all.. i gotta go do stuff alr :x byebye!
    November 14

    friendships.

    It would be nice if we could all embrace one another heartily, with no reservations..
    November 12

    noooo

    PLEASE DO NOT BECOME A BAD BOY, Young Saeng!
    Please please pleaseeeeeeeeeee...
     
    someone please ban me from watching more than 5 youtube videos a day.
    feel lk a total slacker. ):
    November 11

    whee

    HI EVERYONE :D

    I trimmed my hair on Sunday and now I look lk Geum Jandi hahaha

     

    I AM SO GLADDDD that PW is overrrrrrrr.

    It was fine.. but I was a bit soft D:

    Stumbled over one sentence…eeks!

    why noone smiled at me )))):

    for Q and A, i was asked abt the organisations that we were collaborating with for my strategy...

    at least, that was how i interpreted it!

    Halfway through answering, i totally gave a "why can't i thk of anything" action!

    Diu1 lian3! D:

    All right, it's over already (:

    (:

    TMR-START MUGGING. :D

    November 05

    smth i recalled

    "LEAVE EVERYTHING OUTSIDE THE DOOR."
    i thk that was how the notice pasted outside our previous choir room went.
    i guess it applies, wherever one is.
    haha im not being random here, it's just that we had t pack our choir room today and someone brought it up!
    actually i miss e old choir room despite the scary bits i rmb abt it..
    im pretty sure i'll miss the current one too):
     
    SONG OF THE DAY: GEE :D
    *baby baby baby*
    November 04

    D:

    my red shoes got stolen..
    what the bleh! D:
     
     
     
    i dun deserve to do so...
    but maybe passion shdn't be compared this way... ):
    November 03

    i cant figure it out!

    me. passionate. but not enough passion..?
    courage? no courage. ):
     
    i don't want to regret.
    yet...
     
     
     

    HAPPY BDAY!

    Happy Birthday YoungSaeng!

    You've been a great singer, you know (:

    Thanks for brightening my life since Sept. this year! :D

    All the best in yr life and career!

    Hwaiting!

    ( yes I know there's a 99.99999% chance that you won't ever read this ): )

     

    Credits: Vi-ole

    November 02

    happiness

    "Count your nights by stars, not shadows; count your life with smiles, not tears."-an Italian proverb
     
    This is so true.
    We all think night is the absence of light, but it's not entirely true.
    Have we forgotten the stars?
    I guess the same goes with life.
    It may be filled w sorrow, but have we forgotten happiness?
     
    My resolution is to stop myself from sinking into unhappiness and more unhappiness.
    im sorry if i have affected anyone.
    i will not give in to the EMO-monster.
    Hwaiting!
     
     
    October 31

    yay!

          Wow our performances in the SPH 25th anniv. are actually over!
    Hoorayyys cause today's performance was better than yesterday's :)
    Thank God!
    my claps were F-I-N-E! :D
    all right i thk i lagged once D:
    nvm i did my best haha...
    On the whole, it's been a very cool experience making music w syc and sco :D
    It feels great to be singing w people who share ur passion for music!
     
    ah i just rmbed that i need t finish an assignment  by tmr..im off t sleep..good night! :D

    Forgiveness

    Forgiveness by Paul Gordon and John Caird

    You mustn't be revengeful
    You have to be strong
    To offer good for evil
    Return right for wrong
    We must not hold a grudge
    And we must learn to endure
    Then as God is your judge
    At least your heart will be pure

    Forgiveness is the mightiest sword
    Forgiveness
    Of those you hate
    Will be your highest reward

    When they bruise you with words
    When they make you feel small
    When it's hardest to bear
    You must do nothing at all

    Forgiveness is the simplest vow
    Forgiveness
    Of all their crimes
    Is your deliverance now

    Bless those souls
    Who would curse your name
    When the last bell tolls
    You'll be free of blame

    You can continue to grieve
    But know the gospel is true
    You must forgive those who lie
    And bless them that curse you

    Forgiveness is the mightiest sword
    Forgiveness
    Of those you fear
    Will be your highest reward

    The time will come when we will leave this world, and the injustice and
    the pain and the sin will fall away from us, and only the spark of the
    spirit will remain--returning to God who created it.

    You must never lose Faith
    You must never lose Heart
    God will restore your trust
    And I know you're afraid
    I'm as scared as you are
    But willing to be brave
    October 30

    video :D

    i didn't know i could post a video here! now i do! lol.

    i found this on jason mraz's facebk site :D i thk if we all start doing this, our beaches wld be sparkling clean. well, almost!

    YouTube - Pick Up 3
       

    simple? (:

    October 27

    perfection...

    And imperfection.
    i know noone can ever be perfect. noone except Him.
    but i see my flaws everywhere!
    all right, almost...
    do u get a sense of dejavu? this feels stupid.
    i guess it's cause i've never really increased my self-esteem.
    i shall type no further.
    ):
    October 26

    one of those days

    it's one of those days where you don't know why you are feeling this way; u just do.
     
    i need to say something about pw.
    we should really STOP finding it a chore.
    why cant we have fun just like how other groups do?
    hopefully, things will turn out to be better..
    it will, won't it?
    ah i need to do my script now. stop slacking, me!
     
    i need enlightenment!
     
    Will you seize the day?
    October 24

    eh, random!

    Emo-ing is a waste of time, me!
     
    oh my, i can't believe BOF has just ended.
    D: D: D:
    and i cant believe lmh is in town!
     
     
    oh yes ss501 is coming to town in Feb i think!
    :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
     
    something i found on the net..
    WHAT IS LIFE?
    Life is an Adventure ... Dare it
    Life is a Beauty ... Praise it
    Life is a Challenge ... Meet it
    Life is a Duty ... Perform it
    Life is a Love ... Enjoy it
    Life is a Tragedy ... Face it
    Life is a Struggle ... Fight it
    Life is a Promise ... Fulfill it
    Life is a Game ... Play it
    Life is a Gift ... Accept it
    Life is a Journey ... Complete it
    Life is a Mystery ... Unfold it
    Life is a Goal ... Achieve it
    Life is an Opportunity ... Take it
    Life is a Puzzle ... Solve it
    Life is a Song ... Sing it
    Life is a Sorrow ... Overcome it
    Life is a Spirit ... Realize it
     
    from:
     
    everything feels surreal.
    October 15

    sx trip

    Did I make the right decision?

    My heart is shouting, “No!”

    I feel that I’ve disappointed people...

    I feel really bad. But I know I’m not as smart as them… so I really need the time.

    I’m sorry ):

    October 13

    :)

    Helloo
    I got baptised today! (:
    Thank God!
    it was totally unexpected actually...
    and i don't know if i should fully believe in the church's thinking though..
    but i was very touched by the care i received from the people who talked t me (:
    hmm i guess i'll think over what they said..
    October 12

    我不知道!

    i feel confused. D:
    i know e reason why im so high now is due to YOUNG SAENG! :D
    how i wish it wld stay this way until jc life is over..
    but i know he is far far away.. i'll prb nv attend ss501's concerts
    cause my mum w prob scold me for being huachi plus i've no $$.
     
    another thing that is making me scream is the decision of whether t go shaoxing next yr.
    4/5 pple whom i asked urged me to go.
    but im really not confident abt my A's.
    im not so worried abt the trip itself but the amt of time we'll spend preparing for the trip.
    then again it's e last time we can fly overseas tgt in our jc lives.
     
    in need of enlightenment.